内心纠结，，， what should i do??

谁能告诉我怎么办？？？？


I he been worked for half of a year,,,, now my job is a little boring,,, i wanna try something interesting,,,, so many friends worked on sales manager,,,, they said the process is very tough. i was graduated this year. without experience,,,, i wanna change my present state, my english is poor......... what should i do???.... this is gonna be a difficult thing for me to give up my current job. although the current job is a bit of boring, it can fully meet the demand of spending, the treatment is very good.


Every night, i must do one thing, watching foreign films,, for instance, nikita, revenge, devil maids, prison break, old friends, 2 broke girls, the big bang theory and so on... i am fond of the films,,, not only the story is very attractive to me,,, but also their accent is very standard for me to learn. despite i watched so many foreign films,,,my english is still poor. I wanna do sth to prepare for my next job. what should i do????





I am very attracted by the Nikita's characteristics. i wanna to be the person just like her, justice, bre, beautiful and warm-hearted and so on. she fight so hard to against evil. her temperament deeply attracted me.





Emily also has her own features: she sacrifice her everything for revenging, finally they found out that her father did not die. she has a strong heart. i also wanna be strong..............


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What should i do??????